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Really, I did.

Told myself either you can have your last diet coke or your last drive thru dinner. For some reason- completely unknown to me… tacos won over my McPop. I love my McPop…. gets me to Mcdonals all the time. Carbonation and caffine- even better than chocolate : )

Im not stopping this forever mind you, my goal is to have my first two weeks of only healthy eatting. I havent done well over the holidays, I thought I was but well… I sorta forgot about my fruits and veggies.  A salad here and there with dinner but havent had any fresh fruit in a while… My stomach mind you.. is not very happy with this.  So stopped at the store and picked up salad, fruits, chicken, yogurt, cottage cheese.. have the biggest weakness for it and some other stuff to make a good start. Think Im going to rearrange my shelves and get the healthy stuff out on the counters and everything else in the cabinets… i never look in there its like the cabinets of no return.

So there it is, no pop or drive thru for 2 weeks and sticking with fruits veggies and complex carbs.

Haven’t been on here in a while, kinda bop in every now and then to just put in my weight. Went and looked at the history today, yikes can we say rollercoaster?

Started baking the other day for my coworkers and thats been fun, also helps me dispurse the goodies my dad sent me home with love my dads baking, cinnyrolls, cookies, brownies mm!! Yep they need to go somewhere else other then my house

So I’ve got my chicken, veggies, and healthy goodies ready to go I just have to start eatting them again. Ready? Go.

First, go grocery shopping and choose lots of healthy food.(just whatever you do.. dont look at the reciept!!)

Second, come home and put it all way.

Third, and this is the tricky part. Have your fridge break.

Not only does this give you an extra problem to solve,  lol it’s also a deturant to snacking as all your food is now in coolers… on your porch.

These are the days

My roommate recently went a-wall and moved out last week. Its been nice I will say that… but to be honest I’ve really let myself slide without anyone here to see me doing it. I never thought I was that girl… but I’ve ordered pizza.. made muffins… what on earth am I doing?

 I’ve been stressed, trying to get ready to take a placement test to start school again, getting my car sold, and trying to work out our apartment lease then finding a new place all the while trying to keep tabs on the people involved for each thing and panicing because I know I dont have enough money for everything. Have to get the car sold so I can move to the new place, but in the month I have before moving I have to try and find a new renter for the apt Im in right now. My roomie up and stealth moved out on me… that shouldnt bother me… but it does. That girl is utterly nutts and I feel bad for her… but you know.. shes far to old to not know better. Which is really a shame.. we started out being so alike and having the same moral base..

 Doesnt matter though.. Im really only responsible for myself and Im not doing such a swell job on that… setting out breakfast, and packing a lunch so I wont eat out tomorrow.  I should just focus on eating right, getting my meds and studying for the test. Short term sara… short term.

I just found this site the other day and I really like the idea of it, I dont know anyone yet but that wont last lol. Today at work my boss comes in and announces shes not having any more sugar. Shes diabetic, and hasnt been watching her diet like she should, and we talked about it a lil because she knows Im pre-diabetic. As in– Im going to be diabetic if I dont change something, i’ve know that for a while and I guess it just hasnt mattered enough to be because here I am. That gave me an extra boost today, knowing that its not just losing weight, its not killing myself.  That should be motivation enough for a while, and it was, lol  until I got off work late when and looked at a new house and before i knew it- it was 8 pm and i was starving. Mcdietpop and a McChicken…. mmm. Wish i could have just gotten the pop  and waited for dinner till I could get home, buut i didnt get fries, lol yay?

I cant wait to move into this new house, I’ll be so much less stressed. That will help too

So I know I need to lose the weight…. for a lot of differnt reasons. Mainly because I use it as an excuse to hold myself back from things, and also because if I dont get it under control now I could end up with diabetes and that is Not something I want to live with– knowing I could have prevented it. Pluus I’ll get to buy cute new clothes!! I started today and it didnt go that great. The lunch i pack the night before got left in the fridge because i had exactly 30 minutes to be at work from the time i woke up, so i had to come home on my break to get the lunch which meant that I didnt get to go for a walk like I’d wanted to. Then i get an awful headache at work that just wears me out so when I get home I dont want to go exercise at all, I’d rather just talk to mike. And thats what I’ve done. Oh well, tomorrow.